seetheworldthroughtheireyes asked: Well I'm glad you're obviously coping well (: I'd be in pieces! :( It's nice that you have such an optimistic view. (: ♥
A good attitude will take you far in life I’ve learned.
seetheworldthroughtheireyes asked: I didn't mind it! :p Tumblr is pretty good at distracting people from the realities of life! I'm supposed to be doing my film studies coursework but keep getting carried away on here! hah (: OH NO. :( :( I'm sorry to hear that, I hope you're okay, I know that's a silly thing to say, you can't possibly be okay when somebody close to you passes away, but you know what I mean (: Yeah, she's in a better place. ♥ xx
I really am doing okay thank you! I watched her suffer and as much as I miss her I’m glad she’s finally free and can be with my grandpa again!!
seetheworldthroughtheireyes asked: It appears as if you went on a liking spree on my blog! :p ahah. Thanks for that ;D At least I know somebody actually sees the stuff I post ! ahaha. How're you then? xx
I do that sometimes sorry! Tumblr is my stress reliever to be honest with you. I’m okay, my grandmother just past away 2 days ago but I know she’s in a better place now and isn’t hurting anymore!
I’m so sick of being over weight :( I’ve tried to lose before and I never see progress so I’m so quick to give up. It’s my own fault I’ve gained all of it and still have it but it’s so draining and I don’t wanna be overweight anymore!
reblog and i will post something nice in your ask..
(Source: bracefaces)
catch1me0if2you0can-deactivated asked: are u on skype?!
yes i am!
but i can’t use it right yet, cause i have to download it again, and i need some password thing to download stuff!
but it’s ashleyxnicholls i’m pretty sure!
when does it ever end.
i have been struggling with depression since i was 16 years old. i’m not 18 and i’ve spend the last 2 years trying to learn to cope with every day life. i felt like the depression started to control my life, and i didn’t like that. i always had control of my own happiness, and no matter how crappy things got, i still managed to wear a real smile. now days i walk around with this fake smile, so people don’t ask questions. i just prefer not to talk about it because it forces me even more to think about all the things that are bothering me.
i started getting better, but my life still wasn’t what it used to be. i’ve never had a very easy life, but i was grateful for the things i did have! but all i want to this day is a damn break from all of the bullshit.
all my life i’ve put everyone before myself, and i just hoped maybe when i needed it most, the people i was there for the most would be there for me, but it’s been the people i barely know, or ones who don’t even know me in the slightest helping me out the most!
i would never ask for a perfect life, but i just want things to be a little more simple.
i wish anyone i’ve lost could come back, my mother would choose family over drugs, my father would put his kids before his relationships, my family would communicate like they used to, and my siblings and i could just act like the kids!
i just want a break, and to feel the weight of the world lifted off my shoulders, because i’ve been carrying it around for way too long, and it’s brought me down a great deal.
i was never the type of person to just want to give up on life, and now i’ve attempted suicide twice. i have not been successful, and i’ve tried my best to believe that happened for a reason, and i’m supposed to be here, i have a purpose.
for everyone out there, i just want you all to know, that no matter how hard life can get, don’t let anyone make you feel any less of yourself. just because you suffer from a mental disorder, doesn’t make you crazy. just because you aren’t the smartest, doesn’t make you stupid. just because you’re not petite, doesn’t make you fat. just because you’re not a model, doesn’t mean you aren’t beautiful. every person is amazing in their own ways, and people just need to look past what they see as flaws, and see the true beauty in a person, and this world will be a lot brighter!
just live each day to the fullest, and remember that you are beautiful, and don’t forget to believe in yourself, and love yourself for who you are. don’t change for anyone!
b3l!3v3 <3
“one step at a time.”
For those who battle with Depression or feel like there’s no hope.. PLEASE READ.
Let me start this off with my own story. I’m 15 years old. Teenage girl. I’ve had severe depression since the middle of 7th grade. It started off by feeling unwanted and unloved. Like i was a nobody. So i started cutting. Let me tell you this.. At first, i DID do it for attention. Because I NEEDED that attention.
(Source: life-confessions)
About me
i'm still a kid, but i grew up too fast. i'm not sure who i am, but i'm in the process of discovering myself. i am weak, but yet so strong. i have doubts and i also have emotions, but i have a huge heart. i wear my heart on my sleeve, but i only want that perfect someone to take it away. one day i'll have everything i could possibly ask for, but in the mean time, it's a work in progress, and every second counts.
